Thanks . emotions come and go, perhaps I'll just get used to it. Perhaps having some good food might help.
Thank you. What I fear most is that I didn't really have ADHD and it was my own fault and character weakness afterall.
I'm really touched to see your comment! I'm still working at the moment, and have stuffed myself with junk food for dinner.
I don't know what to say, but I like that 'fake it, till you make it.' Law of attractions. Remind myself to be careful with the thoughts in my mind as that might come true. If I keep thinking of bad things, bad things might come. However, I don't know how to define when to 'have good preparations for the worst scenario' or 'try not to think negatively'. But maintaining positive thoughts just keep me from turning insane.
How can it be done?
I wish I can be that efficient and productive.