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All the dark things and emotions I cannot display to the world, I leave them here.
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I Am My Own Closure

As I read through some of my old entries, I've come to see my own closure through my own words, spoken perhaps 7-8 months ago. Somewhere along the way, I had forgotten how terrible...

I Struggle With Trying To Be A Good Person

I don't know how to change my horrible self. What is the point of doing the "right things" physically yet mentally judging and criticizing someone else. I don't know how to not judge....
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He's Gone And No Longer My Neighbour

However unhealthy I believe he is to you and especially in close proximity, I'm sure there was many memories and attachments/comfort felt knowing he was around and so close. It's okay to mourn for that closeness. I hope you feel better soon.

What Is Something I Can Do To Turn My Man On?

Lingerie? Sexual innuendos?

High Five? WTF?

Haha, that sounded so cringe-worthy just reading it. Sorry you had to go through that

WTF Is This, Middle Earth? Magic Number 9 Returns

Your hashtag got me laughing. Hope it goes well with magic #9 lmao :)

Why Can't I Let It Go?

First off, I am by no means a professional therapist or anything close.
Yes, you need professional help, but know this isn't your fault. What happened all those years wasn't your fault. You were a child who trusted in adults, and that one adult failed you. You are doing the best you can with what you have. And honestly, you are amazing. I don't have to know you to know you are a wonderful person. I know it's hard for you to trust people, you're probably looking at my words and being skeptical about it. That is okay. That is your defensive mechanism kicking in to try to protect yourself from danger. Regardless, the only thing I wish for you is to talk to a therapist for your own sake.

Nobody deserves to ever go through what you went through. I will pray and will good vibes your way.
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