The loud thunderclaps can be totally scary! I understand.
Don't worry, you're safe :) You might be a little startled and your ears hurt, but you'll be fine.
I used to cut kinda often in middle school too. I stopped at age 14. Now I'm 18 and I've started again. Never thought I would...(I started again two days ago)
It's scary...I was fine for most of today, then something came over me...and I brought out my trusty razor.
Oh man, I'm so sorry. That's rough.
Do you have a therapist? Mine helped me stop when I was 14. Also it helps to transition from cutting to poking yourself with a safety pin to pinching yourself. Poking and pinching aren't nearly as harmful.
Hang in there!
Are you turning 18 soon? Once you are 18 you can get a therapist without having parental permission. I think it would really benefit you to talk to a professional about the cutting (that's what I'm going to do soon) They keep everything confidential, and their only goal is to help you out. Stay strong.
Thanks you for the positive comments. :)
ugh I've barely been able to function since that phone call. Too much guilt. I think I'll be ok. I think I'm just over tired.
Although cutting is somehow addictive.