pixie1992

@pixie1992

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Anxiety/ guilt problems causing me to cut.

I do it to punish myself. I hurt my ex too much. I shouldn't be allowed to live. I should be brutally beaten. I feel like I have no choice but to cut. I need to take the punishment...
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Ah....

The loud thunderclaps can be totally scary! I understand.
Don't worry, you're safe :) You might be a little startled and your ears hurt, but you'll be fine.

Anxiety/ guilt problems causing me to cut.

I used to cut kinda often in middle school too. I stopped at age 14. Now I'm 18 and I've started again. Never thought I would...(I started again two days ago)
It's scary...I was fine for most of today, then something came over me...and I brought out my trusty razor.

Anxiety/ guilt problems causing me to cut.

Oh man, I'm so sorry. That's rough.
Do you have a therapist? Mine helped me stop when I was 14. Also it helps to transition from cutting to poking yourself with a safety pin to pinching yourself. Poking and pinching aren't nearly as harmful.
Hang in there!

Anxiety/ guilt problems causing me to cut.

Are you turning 18 soon? Once you are 18 you can get a therapist without having parental permission. I think it would really benefit you to talk to a professional about the cutting (that's what I'm going to do soon) They keep everything confidential, and their only goal is to help you out. Stay strong.

Anxiety/ guilt problems causing me to cut.

Thanks you for the positive comments. :)
ugh I've barely been able to function since that phone call. Too much guilt. I think I'll be ok. I think I'm just over tired.
Although cutting is somehow addictive.