No Restraing Order For You!

It has been Derek dealing with the doing, the calling of the cops, etc. So, when the cops directed him to go to the justice of the peace to file a restraining order, that's what we...
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All Sorts Of Disappointing

It's not that his profile pictures were completely misrepresenting. He did look like his pictures, but he certainly posted ones that made him most appealing and flawless. So, when he...
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"You Smell Nice"

Funny, when I wore this same perfume for you, you never said anything about it. But, he was eyeing me as soon as he saw me, even though I wasn't done getting ready. He knew right...
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Woman About Town

What seems to be a Canadian Russell Brand has invited me on a date. I've been on this dating site for three years, almost, and this is the the first date I've been asked on by someone...
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Target Practice Bullseye

You did the drunk guy thing, last night. I did the drunk fake indigence thing in response. LOL! But, it's strange that guys just decide to target me as the one person they're going...
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The Jigsaw Puzzle Production Era

I couldn't watch my movies. Mostly, all of them. Because, I shared almost every single one with you, and enjoyed watching you enjoy them all. To watch any of them may have been too...
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If I Could Apologize For One Thing, Today

I'm sorry that I wasn't the best with others, that I often showed only criticism and snideness. I'm sure you know (hope you know) that it was a defence mechanism, as what is in my...
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Go On, Take, And Get The Life You Want

Take what you want. Because, nothing is going to fall into your lap. Nothing that you truly want will ever be handed to you. What am I even doing here? PEI isn't here, it's there,...
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The Day Where Everything Went Amazingly

Wow. Started by finding a toonie, so that I could actually take the bus to work instead of hoofing or cabbing it like I was going to. Dropped a birth control pill (which are the...
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Of Maiden Leddy

Of soul and spirit are my roots, be them biological or adopted, a mystery, I am of maiden Irish Leddy. We welcome our fold into our family. Do you forget this? Do you miss this? Did...
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Victories And Defeats

No, it's not okay to be so proud. Because, what I'm proud of are things that I should have been doing, anyways. I'm just not used to doing them. And, with an over-inflated sense of...
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WTF Is This, Middle Earth? Magic Number 9 Returns

The last time I heard from my #9, Dan, was in September before he stood me up for the second time without word. This morning, like 5am, I got a text "so, how's the new job, Amy?"...
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I Can't Make This Sh!t Up

Actually, I can, but I never would, as it's otherwise unbelievable and terribly unpleasant. Derek asked if he could come over to watch the Walking Dead, last night. I agreed, all was...
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I'm Too Old For This

It's the first time I've ever had to say that about something. My heartbreaks or upsets in regards to my heart and others. I physically can't do this to myself, anymore. I don't...
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Losing More Writing, Doing More Righting

Well, the Ipad that has always gone haywire whenever the f**k it feels like just deleted my last secret on it's own. I guess it's just as well. But, I am so sick and tired of losing...
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A Free Amy

I still don't know what I did. Must be bad. Without warning, he slung my undies I left there on my screen door handle for my visiting friend to find, last night. But, whatever I did,...
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I Did. . . Something

What it was, I have no idea, but I got sloppy drunk on purpose. When I returned from drinking, I went to his place, but I don't remember what happened, what I do remember was him not...
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Why Won't I?

This past summer, I did something I have never done before: made a friend, but when that friend disrespected my bodily boundaries as per my chosen role as friends, I cut him out....
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These Freedoms And Beyond

You can't blast this noise. You can't come and go as you please, where you please, for as long as you please. You can't watch these movies, play these video games, pluck at this...
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You, The Wicked All

It's not a straight line for me to get where I need to. I'm doing it all on my own, and that's something I never wanted nor anticipated, and is something that I don't understand and...
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