The Lover And The Liar

It was so weird, he thought, how quiet I was last night. What'swrong?What'swrong?What'sgoingonupthere?What'swrong? I'm not mad. Really, I'm not. I'm just done. I suppose I had...
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Stupid Little B***h

Goddamnit, I'm a f*****g shmuck. I don't get it. I don't get it. I don't get it. I don't F*****G GET IT! I don't even have to do this. I can just say goodbye, instead. I'm starting...
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Currently Coasting, Casting Away

This day saddens me. It saddens me that I both have no care to make an effort for my own mom on Mother's Day and that she knows this enough to tell me to stay home and do whatever it...
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Let's Make Some Noise

Last night was my first spent over at the kid's new place. It was nice seeing him after a break like that. It was a little bit of a different experience. He had me sleep in his arms,...
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He's Gone And No Longer My Neighbour

I wasn't expecting that, this fast, today. There won't be a last night spent over next door. The bed is gone, along with everything else except for some odds here and there. All of...
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My Basil Babes

I took today off sick. I had asked my boss yesterday to send me home early, and only at 4pm was I welcome to leave. Ummm. . . no. What the hell difference would one extra hour more...
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I Hope You One Day Fall In Love With Somebody Like You

Not but a month or so ago, he picked me up from work unexpectedly. Nice gesture. But, I get in the car, and he's all sickie. Later that night, he asks me over, moans and whines, "Amy,...
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Trapped And Tired

I've had enough. I've never lied in an interview or resume, never provided fake references, never embellished or even bothered others, in order to get ahead. I'm also not lucky. I...
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High Five? WTF?

That had to be the most lame, embarrassing exchange after sex. "High five, good teamwork." I look up, and he seriously has his hand up for me to slap it. I do, not getting it at...
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Saw His New Place

It's official. This boy has horseshoes up his arse. The place is amazing. His friend, who's paying more than his fair share, only cares to have a room and the small living room to...
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Passion, Passion, PASSION, How About?

There was so much more that happened this weekend, but you didn't give one single f**k to engage with me, tonight. You may have been tired and done with the weekend, yes, you were...
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"I Got The Place"

He just texted that this moment. My heart sank, I feel frozen. I know I'm supposed to reply right now, but I just can't. I'm listening to him pull up into our parking lot. He'll soon...
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Now, TODAY I Have Anger Issues

Like, in a complete f*****g rage. I hope the guy across the hall is f*****g dead and that's why he's been MIA for a week. I know his door is unlocked, and I so want to loot his unit,...
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I Don't Know How To F*****g Play This

Electric guitars. I never understood how to play them in anyway that sounds good, as a fingerpicker. I've only tinkered with one once when I was a teenager. Now, my boy bestie sent me...
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Basil And Besties

Eight. There are now a total of eight basil sprouts in my egg cartons. Five of them alone only popped up just overnight, last night. I'm so excited, but now, I'm not sure what to do...
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I Wish I Had A Date, Tonight

I love getting ready for and going on a classy night out. I love upscale, making a special effort to be a lady and feminine. I love a date who would appreciate the same. And, tonight...
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Thar She Be!

And, oh so pretty they are! Two very wee basil sprouts popping up from the soil in the egg cartons! I harvested and saved these seeds, much after knowing that I could do so, both in...
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Waste Your Cash And Let Me Do Something Useful With It

And, a part of me is still desperate for quick cash and still thinks: There are people out there who have way too much money, who must be so bored, talentless, sad, wasteful,...
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I'm Free, Today

I'm loving these days off. They make me want to be around the people I love, again. No one knows I have the day off, and I nearly just reached out to get together with someone/anyone,...
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The Thinking Stream

I met a stream, today. I sat there and did what I do best: thought. I could spend my whole life sitting about and thinking, and it'd be the best life ever. That hasn't changed. But,...
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