And, It Starts Again

This was what I was afraid of happening, and I was right, where Derek was just a stupid talking meathead who knew absolutely nothing about me and what I grew up with. I'm glad he's...
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Welcome Home, Amy

I really wasn't concentrating that it was Canada Day. My mom and I had been hard at work for two days cleaning the rest of what was left of my apartment, and boy, was everyone just...
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Nice Timing, Turd Muffin

Eventually, spending so much time together, and through something as personally impacting as this move, which was honestly going rather smoothly and without a hitch, you were bound to...
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I Think It's Time For Me To Win Something

I feel it coming. I have it coming. Somewhere, at some time, a little bit of fortune is coming my way. I feel yay! Right in my gut and just in my feels, there she is, that win. It...
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It Just Figures, Horseshoed-a*s Boy

That every single CD in your Civic's player was left unscathed from your accident, without a scratch. All but one. The only CD in the bunch that was mine. All of yours were left in...
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Pace Thyself, Woman

Holy crap, now that I feel that I can, boy, do I ever want to spend. . . immediately. I want everything that I've been longing to purchase all at once, and I want to wait no second...
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Derek Drew A Card

From my new Marseille tarot deck. I haven't read through much of my learning book for tarot nor practiced any lessons, but I have handled them, and would like to get to know them....
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A Month Of Goodbye And Welcome Back Ahead

I'm so excited. I'm spoiling myself big time, this weekend. I'm celebrating the end of scraping by and living on a deficit. As of today, I am no longer poor. I've waited a very long...
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Please Let This Work Without Any Effing Hassle

I know, impossible request for me regarding. . . well, ANYTHING in life, especially those things that are all figured out, all in order, should be simple, sensical, reasonable,...
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I'm Almost Gone

But, the corners that I haven't touched in this apartment are jammed packed with. . . stuff. Stuff to sort through, stuff to separate, and at this late stage, the stuff is starting to...
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Back From Roatan

Besides work, it was a very quiet week without him. It seems clear that my cell phone exists for communication with him, as it was unused as a phone while he was gone. Within an...
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Week Without Kid

I didn't post of it here, but ever since Derek has moved back to town, he has been at my apartment more than his place. He just invites himself and stays, or if he's out and about,...
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Trooper For Awhile

I let the date get to me. Coupled with the misery of how I felt, last night. It's all connected. I just let myself be miserable and sulk and wallow. Screw it. I have been a relatively...
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Why So Mad

It's hard to be a natural born weirdo and like yourself at the same time. No wonder life feels like a constant fight or struggle, because defensiveness is always heightened. No one is...
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Drunkenness Doesn't Trump Discarding

That's right. Be sorry for something that didn't bother me at all, but then run away in silence (fear?) when I hit you with the truth of what ACTUALLY upset me, that you didn't even...
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I Always Really Want To Go

That's the last time I miss out on a concert or event because I either can't afford it or can't because of work/other commitments. The Residents are touring, announced months ago that...
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Full Blue Moon

While every good crystal owner was fussing and prepping their babies for it, and while my own were probably hoping for a soak in the full blue moon for a refreshing charge, last...
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Black And Silver

I was never exactly jazzed that the furniture scheme in my apartment livingroom was silver and black. It just happened that way. It started with the futon. It only came in a silver...
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Not A Crazy Cat Lady

I decided that I'll never be a crazy cat lady. Not even a crazy bunny lady (even though I'd like to have lots of them). But, I AM turning into a crazy crystal lady. I just can't get...
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Moving In Style

A cute trick I'm picking up on: if I throw any old random crap into a box to sort it all out after I have moved in, but then top the box off and hide the contents below with a big...
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