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I don't share all that I think. I don't think all that I share. What I don't share, the things that I don't write, it's all probably what you'd be pleased to see.
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Please Let This Work Without Any Effing Hassle

I know, impossible request for me regarding. . . well, ANYTHING in life, especially those things that are all figured out, all in order, should be simple, sensical, reasonable,...

I'm Almost Gone

But, the corners that I haven't touched in this apartment are jammed packed with. . . stuff. Stuff to sort through, stuff to separate, and at this late stage, the stuff is starting to...
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Back From Roatan

Besides work, it was a very quiet week without him. It seems clear that my cell phone exists for communication with him, as it was unused as a phone while he was gone. Within an...

Week Without Kid

I didn't post of it here, but ever since Derek has moved back to town, he has been at my apartment more than his place. He just invites himself and stays, or if he's out and about,...

Trooper For Awhile

I let the date get to me. Coupled with the misery of how I felt, last night. It's all connected. I just let myself be miserable and sulk and wallow. Screw it. I have been a relatively...
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Need Guy Advice

I didn't even read it all. Just caught where you agreed to him that this is casual, then scrolled to where you predictably asked if there's anything more, if he's into you.

That's not a question that someone who agreed to be cool with casual asks.

Here you go: no, you're not cool with casual, you lied, and absolutely no, he's not at all into you. And, you're not allowed to be upset about it whatsoever. It's the pill that you have to swallow for bullcrapping about your own intentions. But, if he were into you, you would know it, it'd be obvious, and you wouldn't need to ask.

I Feel So Alone

People only care about themselves, and that's it. Even if someone gave a crap about you, it's only to serve their own purposes until something better comes along. Human beings are truly disgusting, and should probably be the last things you seek for any kind of dependence regarding. . . well, anything. . . including basic companionship, and certainly never anything so complex as selfless love or care. Effing crap doesn't exist.

The Tried And Failed Method

I know I did not succeed. Hence the title. Tried. Tried, and, failed.

The Tried And Failed Method

Ignoring him without warning isn't normal of me. He couldn't get a hold of me and was worried. More proactive than stalkerish on his part.

The Eternal Loser

No, it's really not. Not for more than an hour or two. Just a reactive and defying tantrum in response to accumulating frustrations regarding crappy situation and circumstance.

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