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I don't share all that I think. I don't think all that I share. What I don't share, the things that I don't write, it's all probably what you'd be pleased to see.
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The Tumbling Typist

It should be little wonder that pursuing the things you love affects the other things you love. As I was crystal shopping and gazing afterwards, I found myself thinking of some of...

Putting The Foundation On My Empire

That was a lot of money spent on stones, today. Well, that's only the beginning, this weekend, and then we get to do it all over again early November at the Meta Expo/Gem Expo. Then...

The Sickie Haze

Last month, I asked for a week off. I didn't think I was going to get it. I was desperate. I needed time, needed it long ago, need it now. So, I agreed to split the week up. One...

Death By Saliva

Look, please don't kill me. I don't have to die in order to feel better about some things. Many years ago, I had predicted age 47. I may have had some farming in, and a start in...

Alienate The Alien

Hiding at the mall after work so I don't have to be exposed to my psycho mother is just a bit too ridiculous at almost age 40, but here we f├╝cking are, aren't we? Not even when I was...
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And, It Starts Again

I wasn't wrong, before. I was meant to be here, but I think it's to fight what I didn't fight before, to fix what was always wrong. To succeed in breaking the blockade. THIS is the effing barrier, it was since childhood. The real problem I've always had is staring at me in the face. No more guesswork required. It's so obviously Psych 101 that it's embarrassing. Now is my time to finally fight it and win against it. There is no other choice, and I am not failing. Not this time.

I Think It's Time For Me To Win Something

There are some people who cannot bear a party of pleasure.

Life Of Regret

So, just be selfish and happy, then. As long as you keep it to yourself and not involve or include anyone else, it hurts no one and why not choose to be alone? People are so disappointing and fail you, eventually making you miserable, why even bother with 'em. I've observed enough to know that the selfish ones are the happiest. . . somehow.

You Love Charm

Blaming the victim is what sociopaths do to theirs.

Question For Women:

You can do it, but you'll come off like every other guy who does this, and the message translates the same to "hi, I'm shallow and superficial and like you for your looks first and foremost". It'd be better to either find something different to compliment (something that is her doing and choice and reflects her personality), or just don't bother.
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