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I don't share all that I think. I don't think all that I share. What I don't share, the things that I don't write, it's all probably what you'd be pleased to see.
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Week Without Kid

I didn't post of it here, but ever since Derek has moved back to town, he has been at my apartment more than his place. He just invites himself and stays, or if he's out and about,...

Trooper For Awhile

I let the date get to me. Coupled with the misery of how I felt, last night. It's all connected. I just let myself be miserable and sulk and wallow. Screw it. I have been a relatively...

Why So Mad

It's hard to be a natural born weirdo and like yourself at the same time. No wonder life feels like a constant fight or struggle, because defensiveness is always heightened. No one is...

Drunkenness Doesn't Trump Discarding

That's right. Be sorry for something that didn't bother me at all, but then run away in silence (fear?) when I hit you with the truth of what ACTUALLY upset me, that you didn't even...

I Always Really Want To Go

That's the last time I miss out on a concert or event because I either can't afford it or can't because of work/other commitments. The Residents are touring, announced months ago that...
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Need Guy Advice

I didn't even read it all. Just caught where you agreed to him that this is casual, then scrolled to where you predictably asked if there's anything more, if he's into you.

That's not a question that someone who agreed to be cool with casual asks.

Here you go: no, you're not cool with casual, you lied, and absolutely no, he's not at all into you. And, you're not allowed to be upset about it whatsoever. It's the pill that you have to swallow for bullcrapping about your own intentions. But, if he were into you, you would know it, it'd be obvious, and you wouldn't need to ask.

I Feel So Alone

People only care about themselves, and that's it. Even if someone gave a crap about you, it's only to serve their own purposes until something better comes along. Human beings are truly disgusting, and should probably be the last things you seek for any kind of dependence regarding. . . well, anything. . . including basic companionship, and certainly never anything so complex as selfless love or care. Effing crap doesn't exist.

The Tried And Failed Method

I know I did not succeed. Hence the title. Tried. Tried, and, failed.

The Tried And Failed Method

Ignoring him without warning isn't normal of me. He couldn't get a hold of me and was worried. More proactive than stalkerish on his part.

The Eternal Loser

No, it's really not. Not for more than an hour or two. Just a reactive and defying tantrum in response to accumulating frustrations regarding crappy situation and circumstance.

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