Oh gosh this is a terrible site to get feedback on. I'm sorry for your pain. How can I help? Do u go to a church or have any grown adult you can trust? If you just walk into a church.and express your pain and loneliness etc they will hug or listen and have higher ethics than a counselor. You must do something. God has purpose for you. Ask for him to heal you and those whom judge you.
Take your pain and mentor younger girls than you. Look up you tube videos about self worth and positive feedback for young girls on there.
Fynny.this description fits me very well too.