I Wish I Was The Person Inside Of My Head

The person inside of my head is like a version of Tom Cruise, except without all the Scientology, erratic behavior and weird upper body. Okay, maybe that was a bad example. The person...
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My Life Would Be Better If My Parents Weren't Cheap Cowards

This is an open letter to my parents: F**k you. You f****d me up. It's all your fault. You made me this way. I am the Frankenstein's monster of all your neuroses, idiosyncrasies and...
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The Dude Abides

Just watched The Big Lebowski 20th Anniversary in theatres tonight. I've always been a big fan of the Coen Bros, but I never particularly understood the appeal of this cult film. I...
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I Wasn't Meant To Be Happy

I'll never be happy. The odds are stacked against me. Too many things are wrong with me, from mental to physical issues that prevent me from getting close to people. Unfortunately,...
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There's No Place For Me In This World

I feel so alone. Have I typed this before? It all feels familiar. Just one big loop. It keeps repeating and repeating and repeating. That's life. And then it's over. I forgot what I...
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Nobody Wants This

I have nothing anybody wants. Not looks or talent or wit or charm or any attractive quality that would make anyone want to spend any time with me. I have to live with this...
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My Life Is Horrible

People told me things were going to change, but they never did. My life never changed. Nothing ever happened. I can't believe I'm at the end of my life. I feel depressed. There's no...
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What Is Normal?

Why is there this constant pressure to be normal? I'm not normal. I've tried. It's beyond my control. People will belittle you and make you feel excluded because you're not "normal."...
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I've Had Some Of The Greatest Experiences Of My Life While Gaming

Isn't it kind of sad that to achieve anything in this world, you have to do it virtually? I guess a certain generation of people can't understand this way of thinking. They make me...
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Life Of Regret

If I were to die today and my life flashed before my eyes, I would regret about 90% of it. All the years I spent slaving in school and working. All the years I wasted being miserable...
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I Miss 100% Of The Shots I Take

I'm running out of fuel. Too hard to find a reason anymore. I don't even want to try. I wonder where people get all that energy....
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I'll Never Understand Why People Who Have Everything Kill Themselves

Depression is real. I know that because I live with it every day. So do a lot of people. But there are things that could make depression easier to live with. One would be to actually...
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Question For Women:

Am I allowed to compliment you on your looks anymore? This isn't a troll question and in fact I won't even anonymize my name. Just curious because in the days of MeToo and Times Up,...
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Hard To Relate

It's so hard to find someone who thinks like you, on all points. In fact, it's downright impossible. Just take any random comment thread on the internet. There are people with extreme...
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Survival Of The Shittiest

How is everybody not thinking about death every second of every day? It's all I think about. How can you make any permanent decisions when nothing is permanent? There's no point to...
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I Grew Up On Movies

Only beautiful people deserve and find love. Fat, ugly people are the bad guys. My role has already been chosen for me....
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A Surplus Of Sadness

I don't know how to do anything. I'm stuck, I'm trapped. I don't know how to get myself out of this hole and I don't have the strength to lift myself up. I just want to give up and...
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Nobody Wants Me

I have nothing anybody wants or possesses. You can't deny genetics or biology or human nature. People are attracted to like attractive people. No one was ever attracted to me and...
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Pain, Hard Work, Sacrifice = Death

No matter what you do in this life, it always ends up in death. How can there be meaning in anything when it all has to end someday? It's just all so pointless. Why do we willingly...
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Everything I've Ever Done In My Life Has Been For Nothing

Everything I've ever done in my life has been for nothing. It's led up to nothing. It's all been a waste. I'm alone. Nobody likes me. Nobody cares....
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