Member Since 2016
We don't have to completely understand something to enjoy it. I think that can be applied to people just as well.
Your days are numbered, but that doesn't mean you can't enjoy them. Maybe that limit adds to their value. Maybe the pointlessness is freedom to provide your own meanings.
You love to be musical. It's how you make your own fun. The fact that he wants you to feel bad and wrong about that just seems kind of mean.
Why are boys' fantasies so boring?
Eh. It's okay to do something just for the sake of having the experience. This could be a pretty funny story, if you ever chose to tell it that way.