FIX YOUR CAPS LOCK
Take a naaaap
Also, none of this is your fault. I mean, you can learn from it and change things you do, like don't go out with people 5 years older than you and don't go back to their houses, but none of that justifies you getting raped. Just stop all contact with him
Amyello, the fuck?
"IF HE WAS TRYING TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU, YOU SHOULDVE PUNCHED HIS FACE AND SAID HE WAS A JERK"
That won't stop a rapist, do you really think it'd be that easy?
My brother says stuff like that to me all the time.
You'll either get used to it and stop caring, or just stop caring, because the worst thing you can do is let it get to you.