You must be in your lowest time in your life right now!
What's the matter you're not having your needs met, or getting enough attention in real life, so you come on here to get it by posting garbage?
You really have some serious issues with yourself. I hope you try to seek some therapy, or sex anonymous group for your sexual addiction. And do yourself a favor to start your 12 Step sex anonymous program, the first step is to admit that you have a problem, the second is to stop watching pornography, third stop wasting your time posting filth on here , and get moving out your door to get some help! You Need It Bad!