world's shittiest person award

so a few months ago I told my boyfriend that with my last ex I had done a lot, not sex, but I had received all of the things leading up to, however, I hadn't given anything in return. Today we started talking about it again mainly because I'm becoming friends with that ex again and he doesn't like it. Back when I first told him he flipped the fuck out on me, and it really hurt. I know he cares about me but his reaction to actions that I wholly regret was a little over the top, and for that reason I lied to him and told him that it had only happened once with this guy, but today I told him it happened twice and his reply to that was bitter and honestly it really hurt me. More than anything anyone has every said to me, that hurt the worst because he claims to care about me so much, but instead of accepting my flaws and trying to helpme through them because I'm definitely not handling looking back on the events well, I can honestly say if I had a razor here at my dad's house I would have cut myself but I'm glad I don't because I wouldn't have found this website if I hadn't. Anyways, I'm not really looking for advice persay I'm just really freaked dright now and I'm scared and I can't stop crying and I just need a friend... I'm the worlds shittiest person because I can't be honest with people...
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teenage_dirtbag182
DONT LISTEN TO JORDAN ! You've made your mistakes in the past NOBODYS PERFECT but if your bf can't except the fact that your being honest w him even if its not something he wants to hear then IFK but he shouldn't have said those mean things to you if he can't take you w your flaws he doesn't deserve you .
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NotSoPerfect
Hey...everyone has a past and baggage ...if your BF can't handle it then he is immature
and needs to be put back on the tree to ripen some more..heheheh
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TheDevil
I agree with Jordan. You lied to him and you would act the same way with him if he was talking to his ex he did almost everything leading up to sex with. You're playing the victim and your boyfriend sounds like a really nice guy and he cares a lot and not to much . then third you also can't be honest with yourself. Your boyfriend is a keeper and there's not that many like him before. I wouldn't be surprised if he decided to get payback.
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happythoughts
First, you're an idiot. You don't get to play the victim. Your boyfriend should just leave you and here's why:
1. If he was gonna be friends with the one person he did it with, how would you feel? How would you react? Probably pretty ugly since you tried to be an ass when he got upset.
2. You LIED to him to HURT him. That makes you a terrible person.
3. Grow up.
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