I just got an iPad (heading right into the 21st century wow look at me) so excuse my terrible sentence structure. Typing on this thing is weird.
I don't think anyone that used to visit this site really visits anymore. But hi guys.
I'm still really depressed and have a lot of issues with myself, but I've gotten a lot better. I think.
Many things have changed. I traded my purple thug life car for a white girl Subaru. I don't go to parties or bars anymore. I'm at a healthy weight and don't have a weird relationship with food anymore. I'm engaged. Buying a fixer upper house. Work for a publishing company. Still have my cat Quentin that I love more than anything ever. along with a couple other kitties named Toast and Kurt Russell.
I still don't have a great relationship with my parents. Still don't have a lot of friends. Etc. But I don't feel nearly as bad about that as I used to feel.
Instead I've traveled more and explored more, whether it be alone or with my few friends who have stuck by my manic personality disordered side. Quality over quantity, as they say.
I hope y'all are well. Where ever you guys are.
The world is your oyster.
As they say.