I wish I was never born. I resent being on this planet to be s**t on every f*****g day. never having true friends who show real respect. Never ever loved romantically. I will never be the most important person in the world to anyone. The only people that say they want to be with me have absolutely nothing in common with me and just want someone to f**k. I'm ugly and fat. My parents only want me to live so they don't feel guilt. I'm the living dead and I feel completely helpless and alone no matter what b******t people say, IT'S NOT GOING TO CHANGE. Some people will forever be alone. And even though the only thing I want in this world is true love, I will never get it.