So I got out of that meeting for the program my mom and sister complained the whole time. I'm willing to pour my heart and soul but they don't care. I annoyed them to remember the date and time but they complained how long it was. I cried in the car when we were going to the place for being late because I care, when I didn't got the invitation letter at first I cried because I f*****g care. They weren't paying attention so I cried, there missing important information but they don't care, they don't f*****g care. I believed they don't want what's best for me they care about the now not the future. I want this sooo much but they don't f*****g care.