Well lets get started i faced my fear and finally confessed how i feel. But i don't really know how it turned out. I mean these facetimes are still lit but they just dont feel the same. I told them i was gonna make a trip to see them, and they straight up said no. I dont know if they dont want me spending money to go see them or they just straight up dont like me. They told me they liked me too and i dont know if they like me, or they actually feel the same and actually like me. This is a person that i would stick up for no matter what. They just make me feel happy when we talk.