so. i guess its hard for me. because... i have a lot of girlfriends... so this year i decided maybe i should make some guy friends. well its a lot harder for me than i thought. i have this weird subconcious thing so instead of acting friendly... i act too friendly and guys mistake it as flirtation. but when they ask me out. i always act weird, defensive and surprised and kind of ignore them. i know its really really really bad. so right now. i only have one guys friend. and im pretty sure hes gay... oh and ALSO. when i DO try to flirt with guys. they dont seem to notice. ironic how life works.