Ive had sex with both kinds in the past even though Im very much attracted to women. I know I'm straight but I struggle internally with getting my sexual intimate needs met in vain, and its been very costly. I know I don't want to married to a tranny or man at all. I desire a wife and a family of my own. And i secretly blame myself for not having that by now since i feel ive spent so much time getting laid in vain. I wish I could stop.I need to stop.