To those that care

Merry Christmas!
Especially to you Princess, I am thinkin of you.I hope your very Merry today.

~Martin
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Good job, Marty. I'm proud of you for working on this. I believe in you.

Yeah, we will see where we are in two years. Right now, I am happy just being almost-16 and living a peaceful life, growing closer to God.

Any ladies in your life, as of now? I'd encourage you to go out and get a date or something. Seriously. Live your life. Don't wait for something that may never happy. Okay? I can't predict the future, Marty. And I can't promise there is gold at the end of the rainbow of waiting. I just don't know. And I don't want anyone hurt.

Thanks. lol. But the way I treated you was not okay. So I am sorry. Hug?
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Be it as friends or whatever it be, two years it is. As for moderate... eh, I hit a rough patch there because of school's failures, caused me some depression. I am sure you know what kinda habits follow depression in terms of being healthy. However I am back to exercising in the morning, though going for walks is still an uncomfortable thing for me.

As for an apology to me, that is not needed. You were learning, and still are as much as I am. Your a blessing princess, and I am proud of you. Whatever happens in two years time, weather we both move on, or we find each other, I will not stop loving you or caring for you.

~Marty
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Well, wherever you are, if you are within my price range of traveling distance, I will, no doubt, attempt to come see you. If you, at the point, still wish to see me, that is.

I know you too well, Martin. And that won't fly without investigation. Define moderate rate. -_-
Lol. I have high standards for you, buddy. But it's just cause I love ya! ;D So get used to it.

You know how you always told me I'm a princess, an angel? Well..... You were right. I am a princess. And it was no way for one to behave, doing the things I did. I think you know what mistakes I am referring to, Marty. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry for what I put you through. It was wrong. And if I could do it over again, I'd value every moment with you, and I'd treat you like the knight you are. I'm sorry.... Please believe me when I say that this princess has changed. And she'd love a second chance at doing things right, at showing you who she really is.

*Extends hand* In two years?
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Unless things go wrong, I will prolly be out of Michigan in two years, as I only have a year and a half left in college. Of course you'd be welcome to come wherever I go though. :p As for the treadmill, lol, well ever damn time I make plans to get one, something else comes up. So its still gonna be a bit, but the exercise is staying moderate, though I do need to pick up on it a bit.

XOXO
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I'm happy to hear from you, Marty. And I, too, am glad to hear you are doing well. It sounds like you are in a good place, and I'm happy to hear that.

Church, eh? Good for you. I'm proud of ya. How's that treadmill plan coming? ;)

Thanks. I'm glad you like the haircut. I was a bit worried you wouldn't cause you were so insistent I kept it long.

I, too, think of you often. It's only 2 years and 21 days until I will call you up and tell you that I'm on my way to Grand Rapids to see you. If you will let me, that is.

Anyways, take care. Bless you. You remain in my prayers.

~Princess
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I do think the cut looks great on you, and I really am glad to see that your doing so well and are so happy, it means a lot to me. I have had an interesting last month or so. I passed two of my classes this semester, but I more or less chose to fail another class. I did it because it is a portfolio type of class, and I didn't want to pass the class with nothing to put into my portfolio later on. I am on Christmas break now, and will start a new semester in about a week n a half. I haven't really done much else, just been working on the game idea and relaxing, getting some game time and leisure in while I can before the semester starts. I was gonna get a dog, but my folks persuaded me to not because of costs in the long term, so I got some new computer speakers and put the rest into groceries. :p

I am glad to hear from you, I still think of you every week. I am still going to church too, and even went on Christmas eve for a nice service. It has really made me feel like a weight has been taken off my shoulders, and I have only you to thank for that.

Regardless of where we head in the future, I am really happy to have you as a friend.

With Love and Friendship,
Marty
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Merry Christmas, Marty.

You deserve an update. Because.... IDK. I feel like giving one...

I'm doing fantastic. I love life. So much. My family is home, and we are all getting along great. My parents and I are getting along really well, and that is such a blessing.

Besides that, not much is new. I am getting good grades in school. I have 4 As and 2 Bs.

My mom, sister, youngest brother, oldest brother, and sister-in-law are all driving in Kansas City tomorrow morning, through Saturday. So, my dad and my middle brother and I are all staying home and watching the LOTR trilogy, of which I have not yet seen.

I've thought of you, too, Marty. And I hope your Christmas was great!

In a few weeks, I will be 16. I think I'll be having an all-girls slumber-party to celebrate. I'm excited.

My parents are still very guarded and not trusting of me. On occasion, I am left alone. But it is for indefinite amounts of time and for unknown reasons that they leave me. I am frequently reminded of my past, and right now..... It just hurts. I wish people, especially my family, could see that I am not who I once was. I want them to see that I've changed. I am so ashamed of my past.... I wish I could take it all away. But all I can do is live a better future and prove to them, through thus, that I am different. I wish they'd just drop it. It is painful to discuss.

So, yeah. That's my life.....

Just a reminder: Please remember not to send me anything for my birthday. I am trying to calm my parents down and avoid those really long, loud, and awkward lectures I frequently receive. If you sent me something, I can 100% guarantee it will be throw in the trash by my dad, police will be called on you, I will be severely lectured, and my computer searched.

Oh, yeah, BTW, I got my hair cut. Yes, I am dead serious. It was to the end of my rib cage, and I got it just below the shoulders. I didn't want to really, but my sister and my sister-in-law talked me into it. My sister took me in on Sunday, and we got it cut. But I love it. So does everyone else, even those who didn't think I should cut it. I've shocked many. :D I think you'll really like it. I got it layered and framed around my face. It looks great, I think. :)

How is your life?
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