I believe, the only reason your a troll is because
all you want is attention; maybe you're not receiving
the proper attention you think you deserve outside
your computer screen. What you do not understand, however,
this isn't the way to go about getting people to recognize
your special needs. If so, I think you need to evaluate
your mental capacity, and if you can't try to find a way to
seek counseling it should be beneficial for your type of behavior.
Oh, and if you can't afford due to being a peasant , try doing
a Google search on free counseling I'm sure they have free programs
for people who need special assistance like you.

Good luck ! I hope that you are brave enough to make a big difference to
change your vulgar behavior, and find something more productive to do with with your time, but most of all become a better person.