Three of us...?

Him: He's 3 years older.We're very alike, we have similar interests, we've studied the same things, we both adore art, music, theatre.We can talk for hours, being with him is just...natural? Our age is quite close...
He's straight-edge, now.A recovering alcoholic/addict (:/).He got sober (:D) and now he won't tolerate any drugs.I smoke pot, daily.He doesn't even know.

The other guy: He's 12 YEARS older than me.He's very sexual, albeit he's very giving, and if I asked him for $5, 000, he wouldn't hesitate to write the check.He loves sex, I feel sometimes like he uses me.He would probably leave me for someone else (a 5'10 tall blonde is his ideal! ) if the decision arose.

I don't know who to choose.Help me.Give me advice, something, anything.I don't know what to do.Never thought I'd be caught up with two men.I hate myself.
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I think you should choose the first guy because being with him feels natural to you and you have very similar interest.

You even acknowledge that the second guy would probably leave you so it's probably best to stay away from him. All you listed is he likes sex and would give you money if you asked for it. What kind of relationship would it be beyond that? Probably not a very enjoyable one.

It's obvious you like the first guy better because you can list things you have in common and you know how you feel with him.
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