I remember being a helpless/hopeless child.I grew up and I'm in the same.It's an infinite cycle.It goes on and on and on and It looks like I remain in the same place.I'm constantly changing my thoughts but I never put my dreams in action.

Why am I so low?I have no power of will anymore.I feel like an old lady.

Why is it so difficult for me to get what I want?

f**k f**k f**k