But on New Year's Eve, I literally had the shittiest evening ever.I was supposed to go to a party with my parents for New Year's, so we went, and I don't know why but I was just depressed the whole time...so my dad had to bring me back home, and I spent New Year's Eve watching movies and eating crackers.When the clock struck twelve I literally just stared blankly at my wall while one of my neighbors yelled HAPPY NEW YEAR MOTHERFUCKERS.I went to bed at 12:15am.

I guess I just didn't want to say goodbye to the memories of my old school and the best friends I've ever had, even if it truly was the worst year of my life so far.2010 and 2011 were awful, I hope 2012 gets better.

And my birthday's in three weeks and I couldn't care less.