Then I hate myself for eating. I hate myself for being fat.
That self-hatred, in turn, just leads to more self-destructive eating habits.
I don't know what to do. I don't know how to break the loop. Add to that the fact that when I DON'T eat, I get huge migraine pains that do not go away until the next day. So in order to wary off the headaches, I also eat.
I'm a fat fuck and I want to die. Please help.
If you have nothing helpful or conducive to say (i.e.Cynic), please do me a favor and don't reply. Thanx.