When I'm around someone, or just talking to someone, I make it my goal in life to make them feel unbelievably amazing.They are granting me with their presence, why would I abuse that glorious fact that someone wants to be around me? I want people to feel wanted, to feel cared for, to feel happy...even if it's for a brief instance...Why?....Honestly?....Because no one deserves to feel how I feel.No one deserves to feel unwanted, useless, and cast aside.Constantly living life trying prove that they are worth a happy moment, worth feeling love, and security.I am lost, and In my head I deserve every miserable moment.
But you...there's still hope for you! You are worth everything good in life! Don't let anyone tell you other wise.I'm sorry for the pain youve felt, and the tears that had to be shed.You did not deserve the hurt.But Those moments have reassured you that you are stronger than you thought.You are perfect and one day someone will be lucky enough to notice...It'll get better for you...I promise.<3