Take a second, and read what I have to say.

When I'm around someone, or just talking to someone, I make it my goal in life to make them feel unbelievably amazing.They are granting me with their presence, why would I abuse that glorious fact that someone wants to be around me? I want people to feel wanted, to feel cared for, to feel happy...even if it's for a brief instance...Why?....Honestly?....Because no one deserves to feel how I feel.No one deserves to feel unwanted, useless, and cast aside.Constantly living life trying prove that they are worth a happy moment, worth feeling love, and security.I am lost, and In my head I deserve every miserable moment.
But you...there's still hope for you! You are worth everything good in life! Don't let anyone tell you other wise.I'm sorry for the pain youve felt, and the tears that had to be shed.You did not deserve the hurt.But Those moments have reassured you that you are stronger than you thought.You are perfect and one day someone will be lucky enough to notice...It'll get better for you...I promise.<3
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K9Luv3xD
You can help others as well as yourself. It doesn't have to be one or another.
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phraser
I know I should take me own advice but I'd much rather make other people happy than myself...I figure if I can help enough people...than maybe I'm not so useless....

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AstatineX
We can talk whenever you want...I would love to hear your story anytime, because YES you are supposed to be cared for.:)
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K9Luv3xD
THANK YOU A LOT!
I just assumed the "you" in your last paragraph is directed at the reader (me) and I'm going through a really really rough time these days. its so hard to keep up the I'm Okay face with everyone else. I really wish I had someone like you to talk with...I feel so alone, no one is there for me. but I'm there whenever someone needs me. why is that? Am I not supposed to be cared for?
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AstatineX
you are not lost or anything you are an amazing individual who is going through a tough time. however you care so much for others and you want them to be happy, witch shows how caring and sweet you truly are. maybe try to take some of that caring nature of yours and direct it inward toward yourself. care for yourself, you deserve to be happy also if not more then they do.
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CrimsonTears
I think it'd do you well to take up talking to yourself. If anyone needs to hear those things, it's the unfortunate individual who's somehow convinced their self that they're hopeless, inferior.. Quit telling yourself that you're "lost" and unworthy. Learn to treat yourself as you would a friend.
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