yet the biggest thing that happend to me during summer just wont go away! ! ! ! ( I lost a chance at happiness) my mind is still so scattrd! ! !
I mean like when I finally told him I had feelings for him (fair enough he had moved on by then) he gave me the cold shoulder! ! THE COLD SHOULDER! ! ! he always wanted me to be more open ..annd then! ! he blew me off! ! !
anyway problem is..i thre everything about him out of my life! but I still FB his name wondering f he has a pic of his gf and himself up! I know its stalkerish lol but I'm not ! I just cant let him go :( hes made such a profound affect!