Or perhaps, I could have been a Jedi. Saving people from chaos and destruction by being a knight of the light.
Anything that isn't here on this planet. This planet truly is hell. With no one to care about who you are. I feel like I'm trapped in Soul Cairn. I'm trapped in a place where death is my only escape. Why the f**k can't I leave?
Here's a paraphrased quote from the internet;
Life is like a really bad movie. If the beginning is bad, and every piece up to this point is bad, who would blame you for walking out early?
Suicide shouldn't be a crime, it should be something people embrace. I don't want to die painfully. But I also don't want to live. People lie, nothing ever gets better, you just get used to the pain.
I wish I was born anywhere but here. I lied, I like this planet, it's the people who need to die.