Well. its been three years since we last spoke. And today was the first time we had a conversation since that time. I was waiting for my friend at the train station and suddenly I see him casually making his way to me. He's got his hand stretched out and I shake it. We say our hellos. It was nice. We caught up on a few events that happened in the past three years. He lost weight and I barely recognised him at first (he wasn't overweight before but he looked really fit now). He waited with me for a while before he had to go.
I believed that I had gotten over my little crush. I knew a small part of me still liked him prior to todays encounter, but from the beating of my heart and flushed cheeks.
Clearly I still liked him.
I had always wanted to talk again since our friendship just ended so suddenly. So it was nice to finally have a sense of closure.
Unfortunately I'll probably never see him again. We don't have any contact with each other plus we have a different circle of friends.
I'm not devastated, I'm glad we got to end on good terms :)