So Its 2014

2014.
Here's too that evil little b***h we call hope. Hope that things will equally change and stay the same simultaneously. Hope that things and life gets better, and hope to be able to change myself. Hope to find true unconditional love. Hope to become a better person, to stop and smell the roses more often, appreciate the little things even more, not to let stress and anxiety overwhelm me at times, learning to let go, and learning how to be me again.

I have a lot of hopes for 2014. The list can go on and on but the one thing i hope for the most in this new year is how to learn to be HAPPY again. With life, myself, the past present and future, and whatever situation I'm dealt with.

So i hope that everyone has a wonderful and happy new year. <3
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Olivez
i did not die, i have just had so much loss this past year that i was afraid that if i let myself wallow in my self pity that i would have died. i would have offed myself. does not mean to say that there werent good times mixed in, but i feel like one feel good event led to heartbreak and 10 events that just sucked. i feel like im losing a sense of who i am.i look at myself in the mirror sometimes and wonder how i became the girl today thinking of everything i could have done differently.that maybe if i would have changed just one thing here or there i wouldnt feel the way i do today. i feel like this loneliness hole i have inside is my punoshment, because thats what i have craved since i was so young. true love and affection, my knight in shining armor. anything. not.this.
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Olivez
haahah sorry i laughed at that but he was funny. liked ur post too.
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Fuzzyssad
Hey Oli, I thought you died or something.
let it be a good one
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HellFrozenOver
Mew?
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