So here goes

Ok, ok.You all like to tell your dirty little secrets up here.Aright.i see that.

Ok, here goes.Here's mine.Though to the people who know me it's really no big secret.

Give me a break I'm new at this.

But here goes anyway.
I like Fat women.I mean love having sex with fat women.
My friends can't understands it.They see me.I mean I'm in great shape, good looking and all, including a package deal most guy wish they had, but instead of going after beautiful women
/ which I can and have easily / I chase after the bigger ladies.

My friends rag on me.They yell in my face WHY! , Why do you do it! Don't they disgust you?.

I tell them.You know what disgusts me.It's those women YOU think are gorgeous.Those skinny skeletons with no meat on their bones!

Oh sure I've had beautiful thin women .Sure you can do things with a thin girl, like wall planting, upside down and all that.But to tell you the truth, when I do a so called normal girl from behind and see any of her bones moving under her skin as I do her, it makes me want to heave.Shhhh.

But with a bigger lady, Mmmmm, I love having something to grab on to .You know what I mean! I love it.

And the ladies I've known I've always treated with respect.Except the skanks .The skanks are amoung the thin women I've had sex with.

I tell you, If I walk down the street and see a plus size chick I just want to kiss her.They are all so cute to me.I love them.

Seeing how some of you act on this site I know I'm going to get a lot flack for saying these things.Go ahead, I don't care.

I'm not here to get anyones nose out of wack.You say what you want to say.I'm just going to post this and walk away.don't expect any replies because I won't.

My friends do a good job at making me feel ashamed of myself as it is.So why should I have to feel that way from total strangers.

I might not even come back here after posting this.

It took me a while to decide if I should.

oh well, here it is.

anyway bye.
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FRANKO
Gah, thats sucks. Im glad you actually care about her though. The only thing you can do for people sometimes is be there for them. Make sure she knows that your there. You cant just assume she knows. :(

As far as girls loosing interest, I wouldn't know, im weird. >.< I guess girls loose interest if they feel used, ignored or untrusting. Usually we feel this way for stupid reasons, but hey, each sex has there issues. :P

I hope things get better for you. :)
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MaskedGrotesque
MaskedGrotesque

I know what you mean.

But no. I'm not ashamed to be with the larger ladies I date, walking down the street and all that.
But how my friends come at me, and hound me on the subject is what make s me feel bad.
It's very confusing. I hate that. But I've know these idiots since I was a kid. I probably shouldn't even talk to them anymore. Thats hard since they live on the same block as me. I probably shouldn't even call them friends. It's just that I've know them for a long time.

I tell you,The ladies I've dated act like any other girls sure. And they seem to want to be with me but then they lose interest. I think they lose interest because they think I'm stupid and have no future. and they probably are right. One of the ladies I've known seems to come back to me now and then. I like her a lot. But she makes me so dam jelious. she got some thing for aussie and brit guys. I'm standing right there and she's talking this shit to me. i think she like seeing me jelious , getting all red eyed. I have this on and off thing going with her. She walks on me, but I think of her all the flipping time. She tried commiting suicide in the past. She shows me her scars. And she gets so down sometime, telling me she'll do it again. It pisses me off when she says stuff like that. So I yelled at her about once "NO YOU ARE NOT GOING TO DO THAT". I shook her and she hit me in the face and walked out the door . She didn't speak to me for a month.
Yes I got rough with her but she shouldn't say such stupid shit to me.

I can't stand it when she talks that shit. And I can't stop thinking about her.
She tells me the only thing that calms her down is smoking pot.
I wish they would legalize that stuff so she wouldn't have to go sneaking around trying to buy it from some low life ass holes off the street.
and when she can't get it she gets into this heavy dark thinking. I hate it, I hate it and I want her to stop think that way.

She's had a lot of family shit that's happened to her. people alway putting her down about her weight. Her mom running away. Her dad killed himself. Her relatives who hate her.
It tears me up inside when I hear her say these things. I want to put my fist through a wall because I can't help her. I'm between jobs and I have no money to do or help anyone right now.

It would have to be the holidays when all this shit happens. God dam it.
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FRANKO
Assuming you aren't a troll.

Thats great, you like bigger girls, go you! Though im sure because of your friends, you don't want to be seen in public with these girls you like, therefore you may respect them, but you will end up using them. I know im assuming and I shouldn't. Im not patronizing the fact that you like bigger girls, just dont use them. "We" fat girls may be "cute" but we still want the same things in life as any other girl.
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MaskedGrotesque
This is inspiring. Like what YOU like and forget the rest! Your friends are just being ridiculous.
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hippiezombie
It's nice how you dont judge women on their size and dont want a little anorexic "perfect' looking girl! Way to go.
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Proud2BGeeky
I am 21 and need pills to stay erect, between drug use, high activity when I was younger(that cause is mental) and a sports accident they all contributed to a terrible time in bed for me. no one "close" has ever heard that
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idntwnt2sgnp
It's cool, and totally understandable.
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ToHellWithLogic