I am a male who is secretly in love with my half-sister in which I met about 4 years ago. When I met her, it wash pure brotherly love as it should be for any sister. But for the last few months or so, I have been experiencing much more deeper feelings toward her. Each and everytime we see and talk to each other, it seems as if we verbally communicate on a much deeper and meaningful level and point that most other people should talk on. I feel that I need her emotionally and physically for me to be complete. I leave her each time taking each and every piece of advice and suggestion that she has given me as so valuable to the point of a whole lot of pressure and burden has been lifted off of me. Accordingly to most people in the world, I understand this is considered as incest. Even though incest considered wrong, I believe love is still love. I believe there are 3 kinds of love, one being the kind that we should have for God, one for our neighbor, and one for our other significant or better half. To me, the type of love that we should have for an significant other is the type that simply takes hold of people and sometimes makes them do things they wouldn't normally do. I believe we all desires to be loved by someone in this way. I don't really understand how one can control or judge who or how a person should turn their love on and off for such a person they feel very strong for. I know the bible talks about incest, but also things such as homosexuality, and etc. So it is something that is always up for debate and discussion. As for incest and the bible, I just don't think it is completely wrong, because if it wasn't for incest, we would not have a lot of the major bible characters, such as Moses, Abraham, Sarah, and others. People who have played a major role in the bible. And for the purpose of everyone else would have not been at all if it had not been for some degree and level of incest.
My questions are, am I wrong for feeling this way? If so, how? What would you do in this situation. Should I continue to hold this secret and never expose it should I expose it? I am very serious and welcome all who want to respond, but I ask and remind you to please not forget the bible also says "judge not lest ye be judged"
