Reflecting A Bit

I see stories on here about people who want to kill themselves. I can't help but think about my cousin, or whatever he is to me, I really have no idea . . . He (we'll call him A) called my mother one day and told her he was at his brother's (B) house (I think they're brothers; we're really not that close), and he was going to hang himself in the garage. A wee little surprise for when he got home from work. My mom told him to wait and flew down there, naturally assuming the worst. To this day, he's alive and well. To my knowledge he was never admitted to a hospital or got any therapy.
Can you imagine how terrifying that must have been? Could you imagine how devastated B would have been, to come home and see that A had hung himself in B's garage?
How miserable does a guy have to let himself get to do such a cruel deed? I couldn't keep on going if I came home to find a loved one had intentionally taken their life. In the very home I sleep in, no less.
Bottom line, I kind of hate A for that. I'm supposed to love him, but I don't. I don't know him, and I can't forgive him. If you have nowhere else to go, if you're trapped, if you can't find any peace or joy, then I won't force somebody to keep on going through the motions of life. But at least be kind to those who love you. Don't let them see it. And for goodness sake, leave a note explaining everything. Tell them you love them. Don't let their last sight of you be a horrific one that will traumatize them for good, because that's the most despicable thing one could do.
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AnonymousAnn180
He's alive and well because he changed his mind; hurting his loved ones for no reason. I do envy that you don't need to believe it.
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AnonymousAnn180
I don't see what you have to gain by being this way. Maybe you need to be more laissez-faire. If you think I'm responsible for every single troll account, then you're wrong. That one's a freebie.

I'm done arguing with a brick wall. Live and let live.
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buttstuff
Then why bother to ask why I would post the pattern in full?

See that's what happens when you try to b******t your way through things. Someone points out the flaw and you end up trying to cover and the whole lot unravels.


BTW we all know that Ryan is very laissez fairer in how this place is run. He's only taken a direct action a few times since I've been here. But the second to last time, we saw account deletion and mass purge of secrets.

Given the way it got up your butt the last time, for just a few posts, I figure that you might just have a complete meltdown if even a few of your recent accounts get hit.

Wouldn't that be fun?
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Cynic
I've made my pattern plain and clear. I'm not trying to hide anything. I'm sure you can track me down to my original account(s) but it doesn't really matter in the grand scheme of things. And apparently Ryan agrees, because as often as you've trudged around that list of yours, no one seems to give a shít.
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buttstuff
@troll, oh that's not true at all, as much as you would like to try to plant seeds of doubt, the names of the accounts speak volumes. They are mostly single purpose troll accounts. And the pattern of posts is also useful because it shows that a very large percentage are controlled by just one very bored, and very boring, individual who has been here for years, and spends much of their free time trying very hard to get any attention.

Care to comment?
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Cynic
Let me quote something you said :

"To this day, he's alive and well."

So he never committed suicide. That didn't happen. It didn't happen.


It's not about whether I choose to believe you, it's a case of you simply trying to create drama where there is none. Stop doing that s**t.
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Cynic
Oh, it happened. I never joke when it comes to suicide.
But I don't care if you don't believe me. It's not like I care what you think or value your opinion.
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AnonymousAnn180
Also, I'm sure about half of the ones you mentioned are people with viewpoints who differ from your own who you disagree with and deem "troll." Just because someone is racist or sexist or homophobic or has a fetish or whatever does not immediately make them a troll. That's just the way people are.

By the way, who takes the time to compile lists of users on a website? I'm pretty sure that's the sign of a major underlying disorder there. You've spent too much time on this website (try 7 years) and you've become paranoid. Maybe you're the one who needs to get help.

"Just saying."
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buttstuff
That's a long list, Cynic. Ain't nobody got time for that. Why don't you condense it down to the unique users who you think are causing "trouble" on this site, since you claim to know who's who?

Also, what makes you think Ryan doesn't like all the traffic this site is generating? Isn't that the whole point of making a website, so users can use it? If you eliminate the users, what's left?
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buttstuff
Now, since we've established that your secret is rather pointless I am taking this space for something productive, so that anyone stumbling across it in the future might actually benefit.

I'm borrowing this space, it'll make it easier for people to find, if they want.


Just copy-pasting the list of "anonymous" trolls here. And updating it so we can see who's whom.
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Original:
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Buckhead
Cynical
Buttstuff
Brokendawn
Ididitall4you
Phrasar
Misterdickhand
Buttstuff
Cynical
Naziboyscout
Bfg
Buttstuff
Cynicmeister
Ididitall4you
Phrasar
Misterdickhand
Sweetaphrodisiac
Buttstuff
Tactless
Cluckyou
Bfg
Tactless
Bfg
Cynical
Buttstuff
Cynicmeister
Ididitall4you
Phrasar
Misterdickhand
Buttstuff
Bfg
Buckhead
Buttstuff
Cynical
Bfg
Will_fare
Bfg
Horsefucker
Golgirath
Buttstuff
Bfg
Cynical
Bfg
Hardblackniggerdick
Calmdowner
Hardblabkniggerdick
Cynical
Buttstuff
Pika173
Bfg
Akita
Cynicmeister
Naziboyscout
Ididitall4you
Phrasar
Brokendawn
Misterdickhand
Pedroyams
Sternritter
Pedroyams
Bfg
Pedroyams
Akita
Bfg
Buttstuff
Buckhead
Buttstuff
Bfg
Hardblackniggerdick
Imafuckingfaggot
Akita
Misterdickhand
Phrasar
Ididitall4you
Brokendawn
Hardblackniggerdick
Imafuckingfaggot
Imafuckingfaggot
Tatnella
Misterdickhand
Ididitall4you
Brokendawn
Phrasar
Buttstuff
Imafuckingfaggot
Hardblackniggerdick
Naziboyscout
Misterdickhand
Phrasar
Ididitall4you
Brokendawn
Imafuckingfaggot
Ari
Buttstuff
Imafuckingfaggot
Kakje010
Rodsattempt
Rugerman
Imafuckingfaggot
Bfg
Rockinbrony
Cynicisafaggot
Buttstuff
Horsefucker



Recent ones :
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Cumshothead
Ilovegothicchicks
Footfetish
Hardblackniggerdick x2
Bfg
Herder
Formerlyafag
Buttstuff x2
Therealtina
Naziboyscout
Brokendawn
Misterdickhand
Phrasar
Ididitall4you
Hardblackniggerdick
Bfg
Hardblackniggerdick
Bfg x2
Donaldtrump
Mistermlnutehand
Naziboyscout
Brokendawn
Misterdickhand
Phrasar
Ididitall4you
Mistermlnutehand
Allahuakbar
Brokendawn
Misterdickhand
Phrasar
Ididitall4you
Akita
Mrscynic
Hardblackniggerdick
Imafuckingfaggot
Sexymama
Justm30
Theganjafarmer
Fumopy
Imafuckingfaggot








Now, if I can do this so easily, is there any reason to believe that it's difficult to find the trolls and just get rid of them? I mean Ryan deletes a handful of troll posts and look at how furious it made him.

Just count how many new alts he's had to make. Look at the time he's investing, and realise that with this list, Ryan could delete all of them in minutes.

Just saying.
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Cynic
And not knowing who your cousins are, but being surprised that you don't care about them, but creating as much melodrama over something that didn't even happen, is the sort of thing that what sort of person does?

:)
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Cynic
Oh, that's okay. That's what damaged, emotionally unstable people do.
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AnonymousAnn180
Oh boy, you've just been Cynic'd. :/
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EverydayNormalGuy
Why give them code names? "Person a" and "person b." Nobody here really cares enough, for you to have to try to obfuscate the identities. Nor do we know who they are.

It's really just an attempt to inject melodrama into this secret. I stopped reading when I saw that you were doing that. Next time don't.

Either use their name or just say "my friend", nobody gives a f**k about letters of the alphabet personified.
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Cynic