Random Fact About Me

So I've just realised this, but if I were to record whenever I masturbate, you could create a chart wich tells when whenever I feel good about my life or if I'm really "unhappy". Looking at this weekend, i've done it so many times I couldn't even remeber. I felt sad, left behind, thrown away an forgotten, because my Girlfriend was Ill and so i couldn't be with her (because of her parents), which is what we usually do.
But I also remeber days were I was surpised because I hadn't had masturbated in like a week or even a month, while other times it do it so so many times a day, to a point were it stops feeling good. its kind of like a drug whenever I feel down. it makes me feel good, its addictive, it loses its effect the more I do it and sometimes i can't stop.
I am a weirdo aren't I?
(suprisingly it feels even weirder posting this on this website)
[btw I'm dyslexic and Englisch isn't my main Language so sorry for any mistakes but I really don't care anymore]
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anonymous user
Well sex releases happy chemicals in your brain so yea, it's what people sometimes do to feel better in life. That's why people watch porn, smoke, or really have any kind of addiction. Lol many young men have erectile dysfunction because of porn. Kind of sad.

Anyways try writing down your feelings and acknowledging them. Try doing stuff you love, try emotional self love. Write a list of things you love about yourself, stuff you want to change, and buy yourself flowers :) Tell yourself the thigs you wish someone would say to you.
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safetynetxo
Yes/No?

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