Please Help Me

Last night was the worst I've ever gotten. I actually wrote a suicide note. i have everything planned out. Leave the note on my bed, walk to the bridge by my house, wait to see if anyone shows up.and if not, im going to jump. I know i probably seem stupid but i need to see if people actually care. I have it planned for this friday. Im scared to. a lot of this has to do with the recent break up in my life.he meant.no. he still means the world to me and he wants to get with someone who hurt him. i cant stand that. maybe its better this way. this way, I wont have to see him get hurt again and i wont have the chance to hurt anyone else. its better this way. im sorry.
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Life is worth living, when you surround yourself with people who are kind, and ALLOW them to love you. If you don't have such people right now, rest assured that such people exist who won't place you last, and who will love you as you love them. I know it's hard to imagine when you're in this kind of place.

You have to learn about yourself. You shouldn't leave the world after experiencing only the bad parts of it and not even discovering or knowing truly who you are beneath depression.

Not only will you leave behind people who will forever greive and blame themselves for your loss, but you will literally be punishing them permanently and forever, for a temporary emotion and thought and belief system.

It is temporary. Seek help, for when you feel this terrible you have to fight for yourself. You really do. As someone who went through it, I know it is possible. I hope this makes a difference.

Please call 9-1-1 or click the link to get a list of suicide hotlines by country:

https:/en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines
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