Please help me i really dont know what to do !!! ~

Recently I had posted this ..................'I am 17 years and well my mom married again (i was 16 then) after three years of her split up with my dad and the guy she married had a son same age as me we fight a lot and I seriously despise him but we have really heated arguments we almost wrestle and one day it got a bit too far when one of us (i dont know who) suddenly pulled the other closer and we started kissing roughly and slowly one by one the clothings came of and we were having sex and screaming each others names and it was my and his first time ..................i have never felt anything for him before and am still not sure if I do but I am really close to him I mean we fight but we know everything about each other with all the sneaking around we do with each-others stuff and my relationship with him till now was good like it should be between a brother and a sister though I never considered him my brother there was always a step added but know I dont know what to do its all so wierd between us and I cant tell anybody because my mom will favour me and so will his dad as he doesnt trust him and I know that it wasnt entirely his fault I am just sooooo messed up right now I dont know what to do'.......................now to tell you a bit more in detail I do not mean that I like my stepbrother ! ! ! ! ! I just want everything to be back to normal I want to start fighting with him again I want to start irritatng him again I dont want us o be awkward around each other which seems totally impossible since we are both ignoring each pther the best we can I would talk to him if I knew what I should say .....but the fact remains that I dont know what to say ! ! ! ! I am really messed up and dont know what to do I need help everyone around us (friends/family) used to tease us by saying that we have unresolved sexual tention and fight to make it up but I dont think I have feelings for him and neither does he I am sure
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MessedUp
i sent you an email back.
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kissmebelow
i sent you a mail
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MessedUp
not yet i'll try to sign on
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kissmebelow
are you on hotmail right now?
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MessedUp
sorry i had you mixed up with someone else. in order to get past it you have to talk. tell him what happened was wrong it shouldn't of happened and you hate how weird it has gotten and that you want it to go back the way it use to be. if you cant talk to him write him a letter and make sure he is the one to get slip it under his door or hand it to him. yall need to work it out before anyone get supicious. write something like you know it has been weird between you two. we need to get past and go back to your normal selves you stay in the same house so you cant ignore eachother forever. or simply just start back tessing him or make him miserable like you use to.
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i dont share my bathroom with him who are you talking about ? and i cant talk to him he ignores me !!!!! i tried once but i didnt know what to say and backed out i mean what do i say? 'hey we had sex lets forget it and start fighting again'???????????? its too wierd between us i am soooo messed up
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MessedUp
your the same person that share the bathroom with your brother how did that turn out could you let me know a kissmebelow@hotmail.com
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kissmebelow
go to him and tell him you miss how yall use to be and you want to go back to how it was. agree to put that behind you. it happened so there isnt anything you can do about it.
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