My sister and brother are both alcoholics, drug addicts, and my brother is still doing drugs..jumping couch to couch..doing the same crap..no job..stealing and pawning for drugs..*Sigh*and my sister is in recovery, happy, and has 2 children and married and goes to church.Shes in full recovery.But..She once was like my brother.
My mom won't face the fact that she thinks I'll end up like them.I just got a C on my report card, my very first official report card C.I'm a straight A student.My dad...I don't even know what he thinks.I don't come from good history of a family, my dad's side, no one went to college.He wants me to be the first one to go to college.My mom...Is the greatest person I know.
But....I feel so much pressure.How..How can I possibly prove to them I'm not like Rachel and Ryan (My bro and sis)? I'm not like them..I know I'm not.
It just hurts everytime My mom says "Thats what Rachel did.Your exactly like her."