I ended up giving my virginity to said motherfucker. He cried his eyes out, begged for what seemed his life, and after 3 years with him, I gave him 10 seconds of intercourse. So pitiful, but I have to acknowledge it as my first. Fuck. Then, later, I went home and called Tom to pick me up and dry humped the hell out of him.
Also, 7 years ago today, I left my Career and Work Counselling program after 5 months, never to return.
Early May isn't the best time for me. Just wait until I write what the 6th is the anniversary of. For eff's sake!