Nobody knows

Nobody knows I'm gay. Nobody knows I have a boyfriend. Nobody knows that my boyfriend is 14 years older than me (I'm 24). Nobody knows that I am absolutely head over heals in love for the first time in my life--not even him. Nobody knows that I'm scared to death to love a man who is that much older than I am. I have no one to talk to about this. I feel so alone.
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appleton
The funny thing is that we are the last one to know that every one knows. SURPRISE every one knows that you are gay. Let your guy know how you feel, don't be affraid he is old enough to take it. If not, then.............
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My only advice is just be honest with yourself about how he treats you. Sometimes being head over heals in love colors our judgement and we let people treat us like shit. But if you really believe that he's a good man, and that he's good to you, the age makes no difference at all. People will care so much less than you think they will. I was way too selfish to stay in the closet. I came out as soon as I knew. It sucks keeping secrets.
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maxxtrbl
WOW! That's awesome that you find your match. However uneasy the situation sounds, do you know he will be with you through the tough parts? Because, if you have that rock, you can start expressing your feelings publicly; knowing that he will always be there to help you through the negative responses. Don't even worry about the age, he is mature, stable, and most importantly, he gives you what you need to feel whole. Good for you Mr.!!
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excederinpm
You're quite lucky that no one knows you are gay yet you have a boyfriend.

Unlike me, i totally feels so alone and i believe i wouldn't ever meet the guy i want to love forever since i can't go out of the closet. i wont.
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