My life never changed. Nothing ever happened. I can't believe I'm at the end of my life.
I feel depressed. There's no point to anything. Everything I ever wanted never came true. My life is irreparably screwed up. Is it really my fault? I feel like I never had a chance.
I'll never get to be one of the normal ones, so what's the point? Why bother trying? I'm not in the running. I'll never be among the beautiful people. I'll only be envying after what other people have. This isn't any kind of a life.
You're not allowed to be yourself in this world. You have to be whatever other people want you to be. If you're yourself, you run the risk of offending the morality police. Nobody likes you. Get a job, get married, have kids, die. That's all you're allowed to do.