My Fear

I'm petrified of the future and what lies in it, I don't want to go through everything alone and I wonder if it's all worth it sometimes
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eyloufa2
i can completely relate to this! i want to move to london after i finish college to study music tech at Rada but im terrified that when i get there i find out ive made the wrong decisions and i have fucked my life up. the future scares the crap out of me, too, as i like to have everything mapped out. i psychoanalyse every aspect of my life, and the future is the only thing i cant predict -- what if i dont get married and have kids? what if i dont get the perfect job or the perfect apartment? a million 'what if's go through my head every time i think of my future. i dont want to be alone either. its such a scary thought, and i dont want to 'just see what happens' or think 'que sera sera'. its just too scary a prospect to ignore...
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