Sometime, Well all of the time when I have sex or masturbate I think about someone I kno most ppl do it, but that the only way I can come.if I think that I'm sneaking haveing sex with a Friend husband/boyfriend or my make believe sister husband/boyfriend or my mothers boyfriend/husband or my step brother or sister, or a aunt husband/boyfirend..i mean anyway of that form..if I dont think I wont be able to nd real life I would never do such thing, but nd my fantasy world I do all sneaky low down dirty things..nd sometimes it feel like I'm so un-normal by my thoughts.but there no other way for me to to release my sexual tension with out thinking them..i dont kno whats wrong with me or why I even think that way.i kno it worng, but I juss can't help it.