My Dad Touched Me

Ok so im sick, im taking an over the counter medicine that makes me dizzy and drowsy. I came downstairs this morning and took that medicine then came in and laid next to my dad.I fell asleep 15 minutes later and slowly woke up to feeling him touch my Brest and vagina. He had me in a grip and after he finished touching me i got up and said i needed a drink and went upstairs. He kept following me around and i started shaking and get more and more scared. He kept being more affectionate then usual too. Later my mom came home and im too afraid to tell her because she's already stressed enough with my grandmother having lung cancer and finance stuff. im also afraid that she'll over react. My father can get very aggressive and that's why i didn't struggle and tell him to stop. /Im afriad if my mom knew and did stuff my father would kill me or her or both of us.
Later i pulled my dad into my room and told him "I do not want to be touched anymore, i felt uncomfortable. I don't want anything to happen to mom or me and i better not be touched again." He said "Just forget about it and i won't do it anymore" He kept asking if i would forget about it and saying i love you. Then he said something that caught my attention that made me scared to the maximum "I don't want anything to happen to you". i don't want to tell anybody because im afraid i or anyone i love will get hurt. Im only 13 and going to be 14 in November. My father has touched me before but not as bad as this. I don't want to bottle this up but yet if i don't say something i feel like im going to cry. Please someone help.
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anonymous user
Why don't you just relax and have some fun? Touch HIM!
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Summer838
I'm sorry you've gone through this :( I can't imagine how terrible that would be. Please find a way to get yourself somewhere safe away from him then TELL someone! It may cause a lot of problems but I think it will only get worse and cause even more problems later if you don't do something soon. Maybe someday you can go somewhere with your mom or another family member where your dad can't get to you and then tell them. I will pray for you
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BOG
my dad touched and eventually raped me from 7-11. that's 4 years of brainwash that was left not even human.
after years of denial and anger stages I snapped at 17, told everyone and filed a complain at the police and got a state lawyer.
he however didn't say sorry. he called me a liar and a whore.

still did it, told everything and glad i did. it broke me then and sense I've tried killing myself over, can't even remember how many times. succeed once and was revived.
telling and opening everything up brakes u. coz people r s**t and police is abusive.
but it's worth it in the end. now looking back, am glad i did it and nothing seems of importance.
don't focus on surroundings and cause/effect.
focus on what's right and what's wrong and pursue it till all the mother f*****s pay.
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