Ok so im sick, im taking an over the counter medicine that makes me dizzy and drowsy. I came downstairs this morning and took that medicine then came in and laid next to my dad.I fell asleep 15 minutes later and slowly woke up to feeling him touch my Brest and vagina. He had me in a grip and after he finished touching me i got up and said i needed a drink and went upstairs. He kept following me around and i started shaking and get more and more scared. He kept being more affectionate then usual too. Later my mom came home and im too afraid to tell her because she's already stressed enough with my grandmother having lung cancer and finance stuff. im also afraid that she'll over react. My father can get very aggressive and that's why i didn't struggle and tell him to stop. /Im afriad if my mom knew and did stuff my father would kill me or her or both of us.
Later i pulled my dad into my room and told him "I do not want to be touched anymore, i felt uncomfortable. I don't want anything to happen to mom or me and i better not be touched again." He said "Just forget about it and i won't do it anymore" He kept asking if i would forget about it and saying i love you. Then he said something that caught my attention that made me scared to the maximum "I don't want anything to happen to you". i don't want to tell anybody because im afraid i or anyone i love will get hurt. Im only 13 and going to be 14 in November. My father has touched me before but not as bad as this. I don't want to bottle this up but yet if i don't say something i feel like im going to cry. Please someone help.