I don't know the answer. The correct one that is the best way to go. I don't have any idea about what I should do. The whole process is depressing. I despise the thought of putting myself out there again, but I really have no choice.
The world doesn't wait for you to get over your crisis. This love that I have is not being used and I'm not sure how long it will take to understand this outcome. I thought it would end differently. More positive. I'm sorry I missed your attempts. I'm sorry I cannot act more rational. Emotional despair and the tide you brings me to my knees. Just wanted to hide away close to you.