Desperately, actually.I can't explain it..It's just this intense wave of wanting that I can't shake.No matter how far away you may be from me, even though I know you could easily move on and I have a boyfriend..I can't get rid of it.
And honestly, it's heart breaking because we literally can never be together, online or in real life due to issues on my end that have to do with an over-controlling best friend that will leave me if I date you.
Yes, I've already gotten told that she's not a real best friend if she does that and I don't need her in my life.I can't help it, I just can't lose her.
But I want you.You.Oh my god.
Or maybe I just want someone I can love, someone that makes me feel the way I want to feel.I want someone to say they want to hold me, someone to kiss and love me and tell me how amazing or special they think I am.
I read all these love stories and sweet confessions and that's what I want.I want someone that loves me, that I can be with without having any doubts in my mind.
I want my 'soul mate.'
But I'm destined to always be alone, so it doesn't matter.