LET ME LIVE

FREQUENTLY, my mother reminds me that she "hates what I've become".She tells me that I'm "scum" and she toys with the fact I have social anxiety issues.She has 0 respect for me and so I have none for her.The arguments happen whenever we're together.Our personalities do not match and we simply don't get on.

All this because of two reasons:
1) I made a stupid mistake when I was 16 and lost my virginity with a random.
2) I smoke weed.

1- she found out about it and she's never let it go.I think she will always class me under a slag, even though I've not slept with anyone since then.

2- To her 'drugs are drugs' and drugs are a 100% NO.Weed chills me out, helps me think and overview, it brings back my appetite and loads of other good things I'm sure you all know about.

I can't keep having such a shit time at home, its the worst most uncomfortable feeling when you know your own mother hates you.I can't even move out I have no where to go and my job won't be able to support me.(I'm still at school as well btw, I'm 17.)

I just don't know what to do, I've been trying to clear the air since it all began but she simply will never trust me.Ever.
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anonymous user
This is the least whiny emo post I have seen lately on here.

3 things.

1. Your mom is a bitch. I personally do not like my mother, and once I got away from her it was amazingly easy to go on in life... Do that.

2. Just by reading your secret and seeing that you know how to use grammar I'm assuming you totally aren't an F'ing moron. You seem smart, keep learning stuff.

3. Weed is weed.. It's like alcohol, but has a worse rep on it because of a couple of retards who had power and decided it was illegal. Totally not a big deal in the least, but maybe it's also the crowd you hang out with because of it that she hates?

But then again...
Maybe she just wants what's best for you. She was your age once too.
Maybe she just sucks at parenting and doesn't know how to connect properly?


Who knows.
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arthurdent
Why was losing your virginity a stupid mistake? And why is your mom so interested in your sex life?

As toxic said, maybe if you banked some of your weed money, you could afford that lovely hovel far from mommy.
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PeepingTom
Well your mom loves you, even though it seems like she doesn't. She just sees every mistake you make as a reflection of her bad parenting. But I really don't think she's handling it very well. Ask her if she would be willing to talk about things calmly, or offer suggestions on what she thinks you should be doing, and try telling her without shouting, that it hurts you to have her speak to you like that. Idk parents kind of have it hard too, but I know it sucks to have somone point out your flaws 24/7.
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Vanity
If you didn't have to buy weed, you'd have more money to move out. And the point of moving out is to be away and to be on your own. Duh.
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ToxicLullaby