All this because of two reasons:
1) I made a stupid mistake when I was 16 and lost my virginity with a random.
2) I smoke weed.
1- she found out about it and she's never let it go.I think she will always class me under a slag, even though I've not slept with anyone since then.
2- To her 'drugs are drugs' and drugs are a 100% NO.Weed chills me out, helps me think and overview, it brings back my appetite and loads of other good things I'm sure you all know about.
I can't keep having such a shit time at home, its the worst most uncomfortable feeling when you know your own mother hates you.I can't even move out I have no where to go and my job won't be able to support me.(I'm still at school as well btw, I'm 17.)
I just don't know what to do, I've been trying to clear the air since it all began but she simply will never trust me.Ever.