But then I feel guilty for thinking so selfishly. My parents and sister would be devastated and I don't want them to feel pain. They deserve so much better, and I just can't deliever what they deserve.
I wish I could click a reset button on my life.
Fix my mistakes and go on with life.
I wish there was someone I could just pour out all my worries while they comforted me and helped me fix my mistakes in life.
I'm not ready for the world. I dont think i ever will be. And I just want to give up.
I just want to hide and disappear.