Why do you keep on coming towards me, why? I'm scared to get to able to hold you because you'll be my end. I've honestly never been able to truly burn out my feelings for you. Not since all those years ago when we got "married" in our ELA class in front if all our classmates and our teacher. When you got down on one knee or when you performed me a striptease. When you sang me those rock love songs in my ear in front of our group of friends.
Dammit just remembering it hurts. That innocent walk in the park, the lazy afternoon in the rooftop of some building, the heated staircase when you had your big rough hands under my shirt, when I pulled your hair cause you were driving me crazy,or when I grabbed your wrist to keep you from going to far. The way you'd make fart sounds when we kissed and we'd laugh endlessly. That cold rainy morning when we just stood under the playground castle just holding on to each other.
See I hate you because you could make me fall into your arms anytime you wish. Yet I can't do the same. And that's what really gets me. The feelings we have for each other aren't the same. You just want to be with a smart quiet girl for a while, and l feel so safe in your firm arms. But you'll leave me when once you realize you can't get in between my legs. You'll leave and come back at some point. But if I give you what you want, I'm afraid you'll leave and never come back again.
How far do I have to go till your satisfied?