It makes me sad that I am back on here. When I was 13 I used to write on secret talk constantly, I was depressed and had no one to talk to. So I'd write on here for hours. I stopped writing on here when I started getting myself, my depression and my problems under control. I'm 18 now and I'm getting married, I graduated school and I moved out. Now it's 3:56 in the morning and I'm on the couch crying and what not. Once again I feel like this site is the only thing I can turn to. It's the only way I can get everything out and feel sane again. Crazy. It upsets me in a way. Too bad I didn't remember my old password or user name then I could have read all my old posts on here. So so sad.