It all comes to a point.

I'm so fucking tired of struggling.I'm on disability due to a bad back and emotional problems.I don't even get a 1000 a month.Am also on food stamps.We a re a family of 4 trying to get by...I'm selling everything I own to keep the power and the internet on.I don't smoke, drink or do drugs.My wife can not find a job.The power goes off in 3 days.I MIGHT make enough selling my possessions to pay, but what about the next month and the next...I'm tired of fighting.We have no where to turn.I'm a few weeks away from living out of my van.How do I explain all this to my kids? I hate life so much right now.It feels like I'm drowning...I can't breath.I don't know if I'm going to come up for air this time.
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Arkillo
Take a minute each day and pray ...... you r not alone have a disussion with your wife and tell her she needs to help you.... have hope that everything will get better cuz it will it gets worse b4it gets better ..... will pray for you and your family
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iamhere96
There have got to be resources in your area. You don't need the internet to stay on. You can cut the air conditioner up to 75. Your wife MUST find a job. She MUST try harder. Have her talk to some local churches, many of them are helping people find work. I DO understand. I was caring for my sick father until his death. His disability paid our bills. I worked partime for minimum wage and my brother who lived with us was unemployed. I had 6 grand in savings that I was going to use to have surgery. No one helped me pay for my Dad's final expenses (out of five kids, no less) so there went half my savings. The other half kept a roof over our heads for 3 months until my brother found a job. Now he and I struggle to pay our bills every single month, but by making small, simple changes we've done it. We only make a combined total of 1400 per month. Rent is 750, car insurance is 230 and lights are 75. We still have to buy gas a groceries. It's hard, but we do it. Your wife MUST help you. There's no other way around it.
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Micifus
please dont do anything stupid there are many people who are worse off
please respect what u do have witch is a family that u need to be there for
you need to count your blessings i know many people who are homeless and its hard to find a job
i know that first hand but please dont give up on your family they need you now more then ever
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illoveyou4ever
No I'm not able to sit in an office chair long. I go back and forth between the bed and a seat all day.
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Arkillo
Ah. Well I was just asking. And yea... What he said.
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Olivez
If you have a bad back can't you sit in an office chair?
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darkeyedwonder7
McDonalds, Walmart, Pizza Hutt Ect have all turned her down multiple times. The kids are 7 and 4.
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Arkillo
How old are your kids? Are they old enough to get jobs yet? It is a FAMILY. I got a job at 14 under the table to help my family. And tell her to try mcdonalds they are always hiring. And so what if it's not the best job... It's SOMETHING until she can find something better.
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Olivez